Post by SentientCozyTeacup on Mar 28, 2017 14:39:25 GMT -6
My grammar is going to be all over the place. I'm just going to write thoughts as they pop up.
Recently, I've been hit with hardcore depression. I can't get out of bed except to go to work most days. I've been missing almost all of my classes, and I'm failing like everything. I never want to do ANYTHING productive or even anything I would usually enjoy. Drawing, managing this forum, visiting Fang, writing my comic....Nothing is interesting to me anymore. I've been going to counselling recently to help, and sure I've been improving, but it's far too late to save my classes. (She said I was showing symptoms of severe depression, but tbh this feels more moderate than severe). I'm going to have to drop most of my classes this semester and just retake everything. I'm probably around a year behind now, but I'm just hopeful that I can still do what I want to do.
I got a job recently, but I just really don't feel like my newest manager realizes that I'm a part time worker. Take this Saturday for example. She kind of sort of guilted me into working third shift (9pm to 7am). I was okay with it (well not OKAY....More like I was accepting that she can't find anyone to work it so I begrudgingly accepted). I found out the other day that I'm actually working a double that day. I'm going to be working from 5pm to 7am. I really don't think I can do it, but I already promised her, and she threw a fit when I jokingly commented she was going to kill me. By this point, i'm just kind of going along with what she wants me to do. I'm considering quitting, but I REALLY need a job.
Sorry I just threw a rant up in here. Feels good to get all of that out there.
Recently, I've been hit with hardcore depression. I can't get out of bed except to go to work most days. I've been missing almost all of my classes, and I'm failing like everything. I never want to do ANYTHING productive or even anything I would usually enjoy. Drawing, managing this forum, visiting Fang, writing my comic....Nothing is interesting to me anymore. I've been going to counselling recently to help, and sure I've been improving, but it's far too late to save my classes. (She said I was showing symptoms of severe depression, but tbh this feels more moderate than severe). I'm going to have to drop most of my classes this semester and just retake everything. I'm probably around a year behind now, but I'm just hopeful that I can still do what I want to do.
I got a job recently, but I just really don't feel like my newest manager realizes that I'm a part time worker. Take this Saturday for example. She kind of sort of guilted me into working third shift (9pm to 7am). I was okay with it (well not OKAY....More like I was accepting that she can't find anyone to work it so I begrudgingly accepted). I found out the other day that I'm actually working a double that day. I'm going to be working from 5pm to 7am. I really don't think I can do it, but I already promised her, and she threw a fit when I jokingly commented she was going to kill me. By this point, i'm just kind of going along with what she wants me to do. I'm considering quitting, but I REALLY need a job.
Sorry I just threw a rant up in here. Feels good to get all of that out there.
